Thursday, October 27, 2016

How do you title a hurting heart?

Do you ever hurt so bad you ache? Not because you stubbed your toe, not even because you pulled a muscle in your back. Do you ever just ache because for some reason you find what hurts in your life and it just hits you like a ton of bricks? All the things you're sad about...all the things that have always hurt they spring on you. It makes your heart hurt. Is it even true your heart can physically hurt?
You sit so still that you feel everything. The slight draft in the room, the ripple in the floor beneth you. You become so self aware when you're hurt that it hurts. Everything hurts. Sadly, life goes on. Put a smile on that face of yours and keep up, life tells us. So we do.
We move past the hurt, and it makes us hurt just a tad more.

Tuesday, October 25, 2016

What hurts the most

You wanna know what hurts the most? What hurts the most is when you put so much effort (110% to be exact) into everything you do, but the person you're closest to doesn't and you pretty much have the same results. Sure your results may be a smidge better, but overall they can do what you do and still enjoy themselves...HOWWW!?!?!? Some of you may read this and think, hm what is this crazy chick talking about??? Others may be like yes, SO true! If you agree with me, I got you. I know what it feels like...I have high hopes that someday, the nose to the grindstone and not much fun thing pays off...
Ugh to keep motivated or just hard decision
Motivation is the hardest thing to possess

Monday, October 24, 2016

to live like a bird

Hello again, to the few people who bother to read what I have to say. I am back, it's been awhile, I had the urge to blog today, so here I am.
Have you ever wanted to just be something else? Like a bird, for example. Flying freely, with a few other birds by its side. A part of the earth, but no one really notices. Really only living in warm areas. That'd be great. Just to fly freely without any social or personal responsibilities...UGH the life of a bird sounds pretty great right now.
Fly freely ladies and gents...I think the closer we get to living like birds, the happier we'll be. for thought

Thursday, March 3, 2016

Spring is near people

Spring is near. It's that time where girls who weigh about 100 lbs complain about not having "summer ready bods" solely for attention on social media. Like come on, we all know you've been starving yourself since the 8th grade, cut the crap please and thank you.
Anyways, I myself love Spring time because I think i'm nicer during that time of year. I mean that just may be my naive opinion but come on, it's probably true.
The weather is getting nicer, Easter is near, you can go outside without the feeling of wanting to hibernate for 3 years. I just love it.
I absolutely adore the holiday of Easter. Coloring eggs, the Easter Bunny, mass amounts of candy, does it get much better? I just love springy things, okay!?

Happy almost Spring people...try to smile today, smiles are contagious


Wednesday, March 2, 2016

no title needed

I've been thinking. I've been thinking how easy it is to be your own person. It's so easy to be your own person when you're alone. When you're alone, you can think your thoughts and you can think freely. 
It all changes so quickly when you walk out of your front door. When you walk out, there's people everywhere. People who are looking at you, expecting you to agree with their ideals and thoughts. Some people call this the "damaged society" we live in. Others call this life. I don't what I would call this, but I just know it's true.
I love to write. I don't know if I'm good at. I just enjoy it. I like to share my thoughts.
What is good writing? How do you write well? I know good writing when I read it, but I cannot pinpoint what makes it good.
If you think this blog is fully of choppy ideals, it's because it is. 

Read it and weap